Today, I got the most amazing news. All I wanted to do was to tell you. You, Josephy. No one else would have been told before you. Since I can't tell you like I wanted to, I went for a walk and imagined what the conversation would have been. And I imagined you would say, "That is so awesome, sweets. You deserve it. I am so happy for you." I can't wait to be able to tell you my news, but know that it is awesome and you would be happy for me; your sweets. While it was good to be able to tell my mom or my closest girlfriends about this most wonderful news, it was not the same as telling you. I pulled out an old journal and it has a poem called, "Love" by Roy Croft that my friend, Jesse, wrote in it for me when she gave it to me. So, here it is...from me, to you, with all my love: I love you, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you. I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what you are, Making of me. I...
My journey from the realization that I was sleepwalking through my life through where I am today--living my life and taking ownership of who I am becoming each day!