On many mornings, I wake with a song playing in my head. Lately, it's Christian songs. This morning, I woke to a song in my head that isn't in my collection, but was one we'd sung at church. I know this because I can hear it in my head as if our worship leader, Jessica, is singing it. The verses running in my head are in snippets: "I'll wait for you..." "You're all I'm living for..." "I'm falling on my knees..." I google the verses looking for the song and listening to videos to see if I can find the song. The first two bring me Christian song responses, but aren't right. Then, I find it. The song is, "Hungry (Falling on My Knees)". It is exactly what I am. I am hungry. I hunger for Jesus. I hunger to know him. I feed that hunger with food and people and desires and work...all the things that still leave me wanting for more because I am not giving myself what I am really looking for,...
My journey from the realization that I was sleepwalking through my life through where I am today--living my life and taking ownership of who I am becoming each day!