Trusting You

"In you, Lord my God, I put my trust." Psalm 25:1


This has probably been one of the most difficult things I have had to do in my life...trusting in God. I know it seems like a no-brainer, but when so many others have let you down and given you so much reason to not trust them, it leaves you weary. Luckily, our God is a patient and loving God. He is in no rush. My time is not the same as His. Nor are my ways like His. 

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