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Marry Me!

No, this is not a proposal. It's a song by Train that I am just loving and cannot hear too often right now. There are a couple parts in this song that just resonate within me. The first part that gets me is how it starts out with this, "Forever can never be long enough for me/To feel like I've had long enough with you"

Further in, it goes on to say this:
Together can never be close enough for me
To feel like I am close enough to you
You wear white and I'll wear out the words
"I love you" and "you're beautiful"

And finally, the last non-chorus verses say this:
Promise me
You'll always be
Happy by my side
I promise to
Sing to you
When all the music dies

SIGH! This song makes me feel like sunshine in the summer, sitting on a wooden-seated rope swing handing from the branch of a large oak tree, laughing as my man pushes me higher and higher. The feeling of the sun's warmth, the wind washing over me as my legs and his push press me through the air, the feeling of the wood on my legs and the rope in my hands...I see and feel it all. It's strange as it is far different than where the song takes place and what the video shows, but it's my happy. It's not something that has ever happened to me--this picture of me on the swing that I see in my head--but I love the thought of it anyway!

Now, here's the video so you can find your own happy place and enjoy the love flowing from the song.

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